baby baby..

My little heart
what is it?

please be calm
please ...

My God:( ?

khodaya az hame chi nejatam bede :(

Where Will You Go?

I jus like it very much:

"You're too important for anyone
You play the role of all you want to be
But I, I know who you really are
You're the one who cries before the dawn (when u're alone)

But where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape, you can't escape

You think I can't see right through your eyes
Scared to death to face reality
No one seems to hear your hidden cries
You're left to face yourself alone
But where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape the truth
I realize you're afraid
But you can't abandon everyone
You can't escape, you don't want to escape

I am so sick of speaking words that no one understands
Is it clear enough that you can live your whole life all alone
I can hear you in a whisper, but you can't even hear me screaming

Where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape the truth
I realize you're afraid
But you can't reject the whole world
You can't escape, you won't escape
You can't escape, you don't want to escape"

New everythin!!old in sprit

Somtime, I wondered if ppl around are reachable,,touchable!!!!! Are they really?

I'm gonno have a new weblog as a diary of mine.
to be honest I have it right now, but I'm not sure if i like to talk about it ..
Maybe later in near future!

I'm going to a new English class,, seems I just can't live without English.
FCE classes in "Gam-e-Andoshe" institute.
I like everythin about it.

I donno what i'm talkin about.
i'm jus goin on.
i don feel good enough, to smile.

i feel like i'm ignored by my wishes!!!!(unbelievable)

this is end of me, this is all about me,,maybe this is no more me!!!

P.S.

about the post " This is all about Me"
I think it's better to add,
the first picture is My Minde
the second is My Heart..

;)

( "abber"_ a german word:D_ i really feel good:x )

;)

...
......

..........

:) :"> >:D< :)

This is all about Me.

Miracle

When I say sisi is a Miracle..
never doubt about it.

she gave me happiness this morning again at the time i was so sad & confused!

By the way I say she is my miracle,, & she believes I'm her "jaroogar" (which means "jadoogar":D)

today dobare sms zad behem
az hamoon smsa ke man bayad khodam manzooresho hads bezanam
i was true:D

vase haminam oon moteajebane porsid
khoda be man sis dade ya jarooogar?:O

ama khob manam behesh goftam mohem nis ma age hata sarkhang ha(which means farsang ha) fasele dashte bashim,, del be del is looloo keshide!

Love ya sisi................................................................
...................................................................................

Well, Well,well...

I feel happy this morning
my lovely god woke me up with a warm kiss...
& I've sent my warm kiss to my beloved friend..

I feel great...
athough my heart is "darding" realy badjoori (not darde roohi,, darde jesmani)
I still can think of a great great great ....... (i don wanna tell u:D :-")
*********************************************************************
what else?
i'm at uni now!
I had halle tamrine fizik!
I thought I have khode fizik!

ok then
pray for me all
love ya all
kissesssssssssssss:*:*:*
bbye=;@};-

A forgotten sheri...

koochoolooye bi gonahe man (bipanah behtare!!)
asoode bash
toofan payan yafte as(ye chizi too hamin maye ha bood)

panahgahe mehrabane man
agah bash
tarse man az toofan nis

hamdame ghodrat mande man
toofan injas
dar ghalbe man
....................................................................................

midoonam zoodtar az inke faramoosh konam faramoosh misham!

midoonam hata hamin lahze ke man be birahmie donya fekr mikonam
be inke cheghad rahat dar arze 1 sa@ arameshe man divanevar dar ham koobide mishe...
hata hamin lahze man faramoosh shode hastam.

faramoosh shode baghi khaham mand..
sabr khaham kard.

be talashe zendegi baraye khoord kardano shekastane man khaham khandid ba ashk.

khodaya hameye maro dar panahe khodet aroom o ostvar negahdar.

Bedoone sharh.. ~x(

bazam sisi??:D

Sisi is perfect.

Her IELTS exam was not bad,, she's got 7(out of 9).
7 for readind & speaking.
6.5 for writing(she deserved more).
8.5 for listening(great sisi.. I knew u can do it).

some times it's amazing how life passes!

sisi thought her writing is good enough to get at least 7.
& about listening, once she said," when I practice listening,, my grade is always 6 & just once got 7,, pray for it to be better."
"oh don worry,, the first time you'll get 8 will be next week in your exam" I answered!!!!

oh I feel like I've missed her again!
my dearesr sisi...
Let me copy some of her SMSes here:

Sisi:
Divoone! oon ke golabi nistE, sibe:))
sob called u hamiRE begam,navardashti selefonetE.

(yesterday esh dar morede marke:-? pcie jadidesh sohbat karde boodim,, man goftam axe golabiam dare??)

Me:
khob shayad har 2tashooone!!
HA emtehan riazi2 midadundam!
rusetam nimche movarak ey nimche daneshjoo!

Sisi:
1.heyyy ruze tonam mobarak
2.omidvaram doahayame hadar nakarde bashi bere examet
3.ayvool ke girifti chire migam vali ijur bashe kekivisheram bayad bedashtunim

Me:
Sisiiiii rafti teyrun lahjat khoshgel shodehaaaaaaaaa

Sisi:
Haaaaaaaa!!

(another day)
Sisi:
Shahrzaaaaad, 2sho didiiiii?:x:x
mage tu yekesham sar zabooni harf mizad?!
agha khodas age nadidi basat biaram

Me:
Ice age o migi???! na nadidaaaaam
to baseye konkoor mikhooni ya kartun minegari?

Sisi:
1.Bishoooooooooooooooor!ino dige mikhastam betookafooni
2. man beine study & fun mita'Adoloonam ke maghzam ba she:D

(entezar nadash befahmam manzooresh ice age 2 e)

Poison:-<

mikham chan ta az postaye ghablamo copy paste konam inja!
badesh dalilesho migam!!

Saturday, August 19, 2006

I'm sorry for what I've done till now,
I'm sorry for what I've said,
I'm sorry and I know I can't go back!
And I know I can't make you come back either!

I've missed those days,I had honor as my close friend.
I've missed that day, I cried for just callin you by name!

Oh, can it be possible?!! to go back again?
I know it is not, I have to go more in this way,
The way I don belong to,
The way you made me choose.

I'm sorry for what I've done to myself,
just for your happiness, which was completely wrong indeed.


What a dream it was..
What a memory it is..
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(p.s. i donno why I've written this here!
It jus came to my mind without thinking, it doesn't have any kindda
special meaning except to myself!
No one is this "you" and (at the same time) every one is!)


mogheyike ino minveshtam hichvaght fek nemikardam in Special meaningesh ta in had vasam vazeho roshan beshe!!

Thursday, November 23, 2006

oh sheri! baby,baby..
I know it's hard,but it's not imposible honey..
Please don cry
tear's of a tiny powerfull girl is sth I can never see!

I know it is hard, but you can do it.

honey, I promise there will be no pain, just have the poison, you can fly by then..
just have it right now..

mitoonam begam emroozo dishab nimi az in zahr ro nooshidam
va ta akhare hafte hamasho khaham nooshid

Jack o loobiaye sehr amiz

in hamishe yani omid, mage na?

ye nardeboon be sooye noor!
yani talash...

ama man daram be in fek mikonam, ke in yani

zahmat keshidan

az sakhtiha bala raftan

be sooye hadafi ke

dide nemisheeeeeeeee

ki midoone tahe in nardeboon chie???

noor??? shayad oon noor faghat tasvire zehnie mas?

shayad ghoole jacko loobiaye sehramiz montazeremoone??

ba tamame in ahval,, zaheran man chareyi nadaram,, bayad az in nardeboon beram bala

hata age ye ghool oon bala bashe!

bidders?

I'm vending my soul!!!!!!!!!!!!

Who wanna buy it??
It is a really fair auction!!

(Not only me,, we are all doin this!)

confuuuussssseeeed:((

What to say?
What to do?
I just walk around & around & around!!

I've been mystified by life!
I just can't grasp what the whole world's getting at..

u agree?

شاید باید خوشحال باشم

زندگی برگشته به روال طبیعی خودش

کابوس میبینم

میترسم

یه وحشت نا شناخته !حتی وقتی تو دانشگام احساس میکنم همه میخوان بهم حمله کنن

آره باید خوشحال باشم...از خواب شیرین به ظاهر ابدی بیدار شدم و بر گشتم به زندگی

آدما همونان که تو خوابم بودن اما حالایه جور دیگه میبینمشون،نمیدونم من یه جور دیگه میبینم یا اونا یه جور دیگه شدن

باید خوشحال باشم

:)

cold every where!

I don feel hot;
I don feel,i love ppl around me,
I feel so cold.
colder than a piece of ice!

I look around with no feeling inside my heart.
I continue Pretenging & pretending till sth melts the ice!

What if they just wanna break it?!!

Sisi..

I've missed Sisi..

I read ma diary today, and felt lonley.(miss her very very much!)
sis,, My dearest miracle!
she's goin to have IELTS exam tom mornin, wish her luck.

she could calm the desprate scream in my heart...............................

written last night!

Oh sheri! baby,baby..
I know it's hard,but it's not imposible honey..
Please don cry
tear's of a tiny powerfull girl is sth I can never see!

I know it is hard, but you can do it.

honey, I promise there will be no pain, just have the poison, you can fly by then..
just have it right now..

I'm a monster

I'm not going to forgive you!
I have a hard stony heart, didn't you know this??
I'm not going to melt.
I'm not going to be kind.(any more?)

I'm The Devil himself!!!

you know what?
I'm sorry for you!
You've made the biggest mistake one can ever make!

How dare you act, as if I'm a fool?
& Who are you to tell me what's right and what's wrong?

oh sorry my dearest friend, sorry..
I could be the best, I can be the worst.

Didn't you know I've changed alot while you were pretending (& just pretending) you are a good friend of mine?(maybe the best?)

It's The End baby.
Now it's the exact time to stop!
yep baby, I'm not going to struggle for a dead body.

I'm the Devil, didn't you know this?

My God:( ?

من شهرزادی کوچک همینجا اعلام میکنم

به خدا خسته ام

میخوام برم

برم یه جای دووووووووووور

یه جا که هیچکس نباشه

حتی اوناییکه دوسشون دارم یا دوسم دارن

اونوقت شاید بتونم پرواز کنم

بالای بستمو بااز کنم

چی میشد آسمون منم آبی میشد

چی میشه اگه ستاره های منم چشمک بزنن

خدااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااا کجاییییییییییییییییییییییییییییییییییی

بیاااااا پیش من

خداااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااا

:((

God?

حالم خوب بودا نمیدونم یهو چم شد

خدایاااااااااااااااااااااااااااااا نجاتم بده

would u plz??

Say it once, say it twice, or a million times..
Say you love me, Say you need me, till the end of time..
Say these tree little words,Ican't wait to hear..
Say that you love me,don't waste time

Say it once, say it twice, ot a million times..
With the kiss from your lips, even with a smile..
With the touch of your hand, with a warm embrace

Say that you love me in every way!!

kjdhflidkgbflkdb
skjdfbgkjblkaf
kjfbgajbfalkf

HERSIAM!

to be edame!

hanooz ye chan tike dige moonde
ama alan harchi migardam nemiyabam
bashe badan;)

11 minutes! 4

Ralf tasviri ba neveshteyi ghadimi be maria neshan dad, matne zaban almani bood va naghash anra satr be satr khando tarjome kard:
"man...ishtar..elahe...khoda...
faheshe hastam...
madaro hamsare elohiat hastam...
chizi hastam ke anra zendegi minamand...
harchand shoma name marg be an bedahid...
chizi hastam ke anra asl migooyand...
harchand shoma anra far' bedanid....
chizi hastam ke shoma be jostejooye an miravid...
chizi ke be an resideyid....
chizi hastam ke shoma ba dasthayetan anra az ham gosastid...
... va teke teke kardid...
tekehayam ra jam mikonid...!"

11 minutes! 3

az daftare khaterate Maria, pas az shabike be hotele piremard,hesabdare sherkat va masoole bime raft.

" in naghash az man che mikhahad? shayad nemidanad ma az sarzamin, farhang va jense motafavet hastim? shayad fekr mikonad man dar bareye bazi chizha bishtar az oon midanamo mikhahad chizi biamoozad?
chera be man faghat goft yek moshtari ast? kheili sade mitavanest begooyad delash barayam tang shode, ya an rooz asr oora shifte karde ast. dar an soorat man ham pasokh midadam ke herfeyi hastam. oo bayad mara be khoobi dark konad; chon man zan hastam,zarifo shekanande hastam va dar in makan farde digari hastam. [tozihate sheri: in makan yani meykhooneyi ke Maria toosh kar mikone, roospigari!!]
oo yek mard ast,yek honarmand. bayad befahmad ke bozorgtarin hadafe bashar, darke eshgh be soorate kamel ast... [tozihate sheri: chan jome inja neveshte nemishe chon mohem nis(sansor:D)] ma mikhahim kari konim ke mohemtarin ehsase donya,ya shayad yeki az mohemtarin ehsasate jahan bemirad[inja manzoor eshgh nistaaa] delam mikhast oo mara nejat dahad.oo ham niaz dasht man nejatash bedaham.. vali rahe digari barayam baghi nagozasht.."
[maria oon shab ba in naghashe naraft chon gofte bood moshtarie va nagofte bood chon masalan delesh tang shode ya... dar natije ba moshtariaye digash rafte boode!]

11 minutes! 2

ye projeye azim bood in 11 daghighe ke man mibinam asan forsat nemikonam anjamesh bedam!!
mikhastam kheili khoshgelo moratabo farsio:D ina biam inja benvisam ama nemishe dige!!
pas dar ghesmate ayande avalin tikeyi ke delam mikhado az in ketabe minvisam!!

11 minutes!

دوست دارم بنویسم.شاید چون کار دیگه ای ندارم انجام بدم.حتی گوش دادن به درس استاد
الآن سر کلاس فیزیک هستم و جدا چیزی برای گوش دادن وجود نداره
بعید میدونم حتی خودشم متوجه باشه چی داره میگه
کتاب 11 دقیقه دیروز صبح تموم شد و آثارش به شدت توی وجود منه. کتابی نیست که بتونم به هر کسی پیشنهاد بدم. بستگی کامل به ظرفیت آدم داره که چطوری بهش نگاه کنه. شاید بعضی جاها حتی ترجیح بدم بگم نخوندمش
تو ایران جدیدا ممنوع الچاپ شده.ممنوع شدنشم هیچ ربطی به مسائل سیاسی نداره
دوست دارم تیکه هایی از این کتابو اینجا بنویسم
فقط قبل از هر چیز باید بگم : ماریا شخصیت اول 11 دقیقه یک روسپیه!!!!! و من احساس میکنم خیلی دوسش دارم
85.8.13

what do u think?

Take it easy sheri jo0n!

hame fek mikardan sheri morde, ama sheri faghat rafte bood morakhasi:D

By the way, who knows you better(or/& more)than I do?
Also, who can u, d then?

as soon as I decided not to think about bad things, Perfects came to my mind!
I don need to erase memories from my mind,
couse it is filled with good ones!

Oh, God! Thanks for giving me 30th of Mehr.
Oh, God! I am happy, I don Care!

(i should add, all the above doesn mean i will......)

I feel homesick!!

I know I was wrong.Maybe I am still.

I always believe everyone can have his/her own choices, there should be no force.
But when it comes to reality, I'm the loser!

I know I was wrong,when I thought there are exceptions.
I know I was wrong,when I thought I'd no longer be wrong.

I was happy,
I almost had nothing to worry about, cause there was a place in which I could stay calm.
Cause I had someone on whome I could rely.

And,I know, I was wrong.
I had my own problems, I would never tell them to anyone,
But who would care? since there was a place where I could stay?

I remember once,I told a friend(a good friend of mine):
"I know I'm not lost
I'm just alone..
I've nowhere else to go but
I cannot stay where I don't belong"

Who knows what the answer was?
"You can stay in ma belly, where you belong.."

I have to erase my memory.
I feel terrible when I remember these statements.
I feel terrible when I read The Diary.

I'm erasing my memory, by remembering everythings in details.

I know I was wrong, There will never be any exceptions..

chi begam vala??

نمیدونم چی میخوام بگم

فقط میدونم دارم منفجر میشم!

خدا خیلی مهربونه خیلی دوسش دارم!

یلدا یه معجزه اس که خدا همیشه واسه من میفرسته!

خیلیا معجزه میشن اما لیاقت معجزه موندنو ندارن..

باید بگم جدا عوض شدم

شدم یه شهرزاد دیگه

یا شایدم تازه شدم شهرزاد

یکی میاد تو زندگیت و اونقدر تغییرت میده که خودتم نمیتونی باور کنی!!

یکی بهت یه چیزایی یاد میده که از عهده هیچکس دیگه بر نمیاد!

یادمه تو یکی از پستام نوشته بودم احساس میکنم هیشوخ دختر به این خوبی نبودم..

اما الان از اون موقع هم بهترم!!!!!!!!

یه قصه نوشته بودم..خیلی ناز بود.. امروز سوزوندمش..چون اومده بود و منو تغییر داده بودو باید میرفت

قصه هام مثه آدمان..آدمام مثه قصه ها

میدونم خیلی از این شاخه به اون شاخه پریدم

ولی خوب ذهنم از اینم قاتی پاتی تره

یا حق

cherto pert!

i've nothing to say!
i'm just here and there!

i've nothing to do
i'm just lying in bed!

I've no one to trust
i'm just a kid of you!

Answer of a friend's Question!!

one of My friends read the post before last one,, and asked me:"What usually makes u cry??"
you know what? (I know u donno!)
i cry az rooye "ghoroor"!!
only when khodam baes misham ke u break it!

THe End.

:-<

به سراغ من اگر می آیید

نرم و آهسته بیایید

مبادا که ترک بردارد

چینی نازک تنهایی من

.........................

shabe vaghe'e (or maybe Faje'e)--->85/7/30

faje'e too akharin shabe mahe mehr etefagh oftad
mahe mehr ba oomadanesh be man 2 ta dooste khoob hedie kardo ba raftanesh oona ro azam gereft.
neveshteye ziro doros farda sobhe shabe vaghe'e too uni neveshtam:(as I was crying for their death!)


There is no more him, The King.
There is no more her, The Queen.
This is still me.
Me, living without them,My two best Friends.

This is still me, who should continue her way alone.
yeah Lonely... more than ever!

This is What I deserve as the one who broke her own rules:

Rule no1: Don't forget, You are alone in this world.
Rule no2:You should not need anyone!
Rule no3:No matter what happens,just don't cry.
rule no4:love EVERYONE without wanting it in return.
rule no5: obey your rules!! :-<

khoshhalam ke doros ye rooz bade oon shab raftim bojnourd.
chon oonja be man arameshe ajibi dade shod
chon boodan too otagham,, otaghi ke tamamesh khatere as bade oon faje'eye azim,be donya oomadane ghoghnoos koochooloo ro sakhtar mikard! jayike be har tarafesh negah konam man ro yade Kingo Queen mindaze,, hata atri ke mizanam,, ba raftan be bojnourd, ghoghnoose man tavalode movafaghi dasht.

migan ghoghnoos ye parande as, ye parandeye afsaneyi, parandeye tanha, ashegh vali tanha.
parandeyi ke hich jofti nadare, sarasare omresh baraye lahzeye margesh amade mishe va moghe mordanesh ghashangtarin avazi ke hich jonbandeyi nakhoonde o nashnide sar mideo atash migire!
ghoghnoos in parandeye bozorg dar tamame toole atish gereftanesh hanooz asheghe va hanooz oon avaze ghashange asheghoonasho mikhoone.
vaghti in parandeye bi hamta o Maghroor bemire az khakestaresh jooje ghoghnoosi az no motevaled mishe.

Va ghalbe bi hamtaye manam ghoghnoosie maghrooro ashegh(chera ke na?:D)
Va akharin shabe mahe mehr shabe atash gereftane ghoghnoose madar boodo hala jooje ghoghnoosesh dar salamati be donya oomade.

vase jooje ghoghnoosam doa konin.

~X(

SADISMI!!!
HALAM DARE BE HAM MIKHORE!
I H E O.
I F T.
I D D U.
I'M DYING.

:">

She feels so hot!

I feel so hot!!
I feel so shy.

A Dream!

She was asleep.
The cellphone was ringing.
She could open her eyes very hard.
She did

It was him.

She didn't know if she was awake or still dreaming.
But answered.

The kind voice over there told,he was sorry he waked her up.
Both knew, he wasn't!!

They started talking.
They talked. They kissed. They stoped!
.........................[silence].........................

He broke the silence, asked for permision 2 hug her.
She gave it.
He huged.

"put your head on my shoulder", he said.
she put.
"close your eyes",he said.
she closed.
"kiss me",he said.
she kissed
"sleep baby", he said.
"good night" she said.
"stay with me all night" he said," sleeping in my arms".
she slept.

...............................[silence]......................
There was no more sound.
Silence was everywhere wround.

All the world was asleep.

A Queen was asleep, puting her head on the Soulder,
& a King was asleep, having the Queen in his arms.


...She Can open her eyes very hard!
Wondering if she Was awake ot jus dreaming again.

payane tabestane 85!!

be ghole yeki az doostam,, jomleye I'm in love niaz be tozih dare!

ama be nazare man nadare!
emrooz belakhare be modirgorooham zang zadam va enserafamo az kare poshtibani ke avale tabestoon shoroo karde boodamesh dadam! kare khasi albate nakarde boodam,,taze gharar bood shoroo beshe,, ama man nemitoonam mohite oonja ro tahamol konam be dalayeli!!

dirooz mosahebeye zaban taghriban ba movafaghiat poshte sar gozashte shod!
aghahe azam porsid: Do you think u r a good teacher?
goftam: yeah, I think i am!
akhe vagheanam I am,, ino Laleh mige!na roo hesabe inke doostame,, roo hesabaye dige!

farda avale mehre,, madrese haaaaaa

man felan edame nemidam
badan miam edame midam:D

I'm in love..

I feeel perfect!

kheili vaghte nayooomadam inja!
dar vaghe kheili vaghte kolan chizi nanveshtam,, na inja na too Diarym!!

you know,,in rooza kheili roozaye shirinie vasam!!
bade modat haaa shaba rahate rahat mikhabam,, Modat haaaas ke kaboos nadidam, mani ke har shabam kaboos bood,, hamash seil,, hamash fekraye baaad,, hala engar azado raha shodam!
engar dige vasam hichi mohem nis asan!

man too zendegim hamishe o hame ja vahshato tajrobe kardam, hamishe dar hale tarsidanam, az ayande, az .... az kheili chiza ke shayad inja jaye goftanesh nabashe! nemigam dige nemitarsam, ama hala tarse ghashangie, tars az nashenakhte haas, ama ba ye ehsase khoob jelo miram!

har rooz sobh ke az khab bidar misham,, bejaye inke saram be khatere ashkayike tooo khab rikhtam dar hale tarkidan bashe,, cheshamo baz mikonamo mibinam daram labkhand mizanam!

man belakhare fahmidam,, midoonam bayad chikar konam, mohem nis chanhezar nafar be man ehtiaj dashte bashan, mohem nis chan hezar nafar cheshashoon be dastaye man bashe, mohem nis che adamayi be mohabate man ehtiaj dashte bashano nadashte hashoono bekhan az man begiran, mohem nis........ tanha chizi ke vasam ahmiat dare ine ke man be chi ehtiaj daram! man koja rahatam, man chetori za share oon kaboosaye lanati khalas misham! va hameye oon balayiha hameye oon baghie faghat vaghti ke man rahato asoode basham vasam ahmiat peida mikonan,, oonam na mese gozashte, ahmiat az ye noe jadid!

dirooz khoshhal boodam
emrooz khoshhalam
farda ham khoshhal khaham bood.
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Whatever I do,, God is the one who guides me.
I'm a little,tiny Pishi ;) >:D<

yours!

شب از نیمه گذشته

همه در خواب نازند و من

اینجا آرمیده

دو چشم من خیال خوابیدن ندارند

شب از نیمه گذشته

و دنیا در خموشی سحت فرو رفته

دو چشم من لیک خیال خوابیدن ندارند

تو گویی ترش از این دارتد

که مهتاب بدون بوسه ی عشق

به صحرای ابد ره سپارد

your post!

Salam..

khoobi? khoshi?
zire gholam ke nemizanam
This Post is yours!!

Dishab ta sa@ 3 bidar boodam!! ta 2:15 ke khob bidar boodam:D
badesham dashtam fekr mikardamo chizi minveshtam!!

baghiasho farda migam!!
man bayad beram

next post will be yours too!

What does a confused girl like to write?!!

Hey !!! How's everything?
Well,, I am ok now!

Mmm,, You know? No u donno!
I'm not happy,not sad either!

I had an Enlish exam today, it wasn't good! But no matter, it wasn't very importan!
What else?
Mmm,, once one of my Friends said: "You know what shahrzad?!I know you'll not accept my words,but you are not alone, you pretend or maybe prefer to be alone! Don you think you wish to be alone?"
Guess what my answer was......"Oh honey, your words were completely RIGHT!!" I said.

when I say I'm alone do you think I mean I have no Friend? oh no!
I have many friends(thank you my friends for being with me ) but...

Oh! Have to go,, I'll continue this talk one day! (try to)
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(hey you, my next post will be yours )

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!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i

!!ii!!ii!!ii!!ii!!ii!!ii!!ii!!ii!!ii

mad? me? y not?

!!!

nemikham hamash ghor bezanam
ama vaghti safeye blogamo baz kardam
khastam begam hame chi fogholade as

ama alan dare ......... bikhial!

DARYA

Mami doos nadasht tanha beram kenare sahel, vilayi ke boodim doros baghale darya bood va kheiliam khalvat..

ama khob man miraftam,, ki be kie? jalebish injas ke har vaght tanha mikhastam beram vaghean hichkas nabood too sahel faghat khodam boodam darya o asemoon ba shenaye ghashange sahel,
yeki az in lahzehayi ke tanha boodam... :

و امواج دریا

دختری در امتداد ساحل

به دور می اندیشد

به باد که او را خواهد برد

به موج که آرامش است

bar migardam dobare

Safar ham tamoomid!

delam be manie vagheyie kalame gerefte!!
bad az oonhame khoshie shomal,,,daryaaaaaa,, oonhame ghashangi,,,

shayad entezar dashtam bazgashtam ba shokoohtar bashe,,shayad delam mikhas vaghti miresam khoone yalda ham khoone bashe,, ya doos dashtam ********** (sansor!)

bikhial,, mohem nis,, darvaghe moheme ama chareyi nis,,
vaghti too ab boodam,, to oon daryaye aziiiiiiimo zibaaaaa,,, age mamanam nabood ghargh shode boodam bedoone shak!! na inke begam etefaghe khasi oftad na,, faghat inke darya jadoom karde bood,,, miraftam jelo jelo tar bedoone inke betarsam,, bedoone inke fek konam 2 ghadam dige momkene har etefaghi biofte,, mese adamaye maskh shode miraftam jelo! va faghat mamanam bood ke in jadoo ro pare mikard, va sedaye negaroonesh mano be donyaye por esterese har roozamoon bar migardoond,, age mamanam nabood ,, az khodaaaaaam bood ke ghargh beshamo beram pishe khodaa.. hes mikardam age beresam be oon khate ofogh,, oonjayike asemoono zamin be ham miresan,, payane hameye dardhasto mitoonam khoda ro baghal konam,,, vaghti khorshod ghoroob mikard hes mikardam dare man tashvigh mikone ke donbalesh beram,, ba ooon range ghashangesh......................................

afsoos ke hameye ina tamoom shod,, hala man bargashtam,, va ajab donyaye aloodeyi darim,, hata oonayi ke fek mikonam darkam mikonan ham (oon tedade angosht shomar) khodkhah tar az oonian ke hata lahzeyi vaghean be yade man bashan.......

khodahafez.

Still My B day!!

khob dige!

dare emrooz tamoom mishe!
adam ye sal sab mikone vase residan in rooz
va che zood tamoom mishe

hanooz 4 sa@ moonde
omidamo az dast nemidam;)

have fun hamegi:D:D

MY B Day!!

Today is My Best Day, My BirthDay..

I am happy,, Today is my Day,,
God has sent me to this World in this Day..

Today I am good! I am free of all bad thoughts,,
It is not 1st,2nd,3rd.....or 14th Day,,
It is just B day,,and that's why I finishedt the story yesterday!

I'll be back soon again..

LAST DAY!! (13th day)

=to adam besho nisti.
+nake khodet hasti.
/hal dava nakonin baradarin baham haaaa!
*akhe be to rabti dare 2 ta baradar che mikonan pesar dayi?
/mage man ba to boodam?
=ras mige khob pesar ame! be to rabti dare?
*hehe! khoshet ooomad? didi hagh ba mane?
+hala toam khoshet nayad !
vase in dadasham injoori goft ke pesar amoo zaye beshe.
=migam ke adam besho nisti, az tarafe man bi khodi nazar nade.
-salam bache ha,, che khabar inja?
=khafe sho
+khafe sho..
*khafe sho
/khafe sho

-inja iran ast va man dar iran nistam......

...................(shorooe jalebo ajibe man payani ingoone dasht)

12th Day!!

+dadash ye chizi migam na nagoo.
=hala to begoo.
*man chi na begam?
/manam chi?
=ki ba shoma 2ta bood? dadasham dasht ba man harf mizad.
+are ki ba shoma 2ta bood man dashtam ba dadasham harf mizadam.
*divane!
?khol!
-salam bache ha.
=ah! toke baz oomadi.
-bale?
+khafe sho dashtim baham harf mizadim
-chi migoftin?
+migam khafe sho!
*vel kon pesar amoo harfeto bezan
+bashe azizam.
INJA IRAN AST!
-sad dafe ino goftinaaaaaa!
(=+*/) : khafeeeeeeee shoo0o0o0!

11th Day

=ye chizi migam khodaaaaa!
+saket bash man begam dadash.
*na jofyi saket khodam begam.
/man tanha pesar ameye shomaham,, khodam migam.
- baba yeki bege dige.
=to chera harf zadi?
+ma oomadim harf bezanim.
*ma yek delim.
/are pesar dayiam mizaran man begam.
=begoo.
+begoo.
*begoo
-khob begoo dige!
/e! to nagoo begoo
faghat pesar dayiam began begoo.
=begoo.
+begoo.
*begoo.
/INJA IRANE....................

10th Day!!

=miram sare asle matlab.
+begoo mano dadasham mirim sare asle matlab.
*begoo hamegi mirim sare asle matlab
/begoo hamegi bejoz TO.
-khob berin!
=ajab darsie adabiat! be darde siasat ham mikhore.
+taze siasat ham be darde adabiat mikhore.
*manam migam ajab darsie adabiat.
/3 ta pesar dayie khol daram man, adabiatam darse?
-darse?
=pas chi ke hast!
-khob hala nemikhad hame tayid konin,rabte adabiato siasat kojas?
=inja Irane
+adabiat ghese ast
*ghese motealegh be Irane
?ama Iran motealegh be ghese nist
-nist?
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be dalayeli mikham in ghesehe zood tamoom beshe
(3 ghesmate dige moonde)
vase hamine ke bejaye yeki dar rooz,,2 ta dar rooz minbisam!!

(i donno y I love my blog this much these days!)

9th Day!!

=Salam.
+salam.
*SAlam.
/Salam
- bah! man beram bemiram dige,aleike salam.
=fahmidi siasat be koja resid?
+fahmidi?
*midoonam nafahmidi ke siasat be koja resid.
/age ras migi begoo siasat be koja resid?
-khob be koja resid?
=inja irane.
+haminja Irane.
*hamin naghsharo bebin, in Irane.
/inahash.
_bale, didam,, dide booooodam!
=ama hala behtar mibini.
+kheyli behtar.
*fogholade.
/behtar ham mishe
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behtare emrooz chize digeyi nagam!
chon oon vakh faghat ghor mizanam:D

felan az oonyeki dandehe bolant shode am!

8th day!!

=Salam.
+salam.
-e! hala khodet modat hast bahat doostam eib nadare,
dadashet chera zoodtar az man shorooo kard?
* Salam.
-aleik ,to dige ki hasti? in dige kie?
=pesar amoome.
+pesar amooye manam has.
*pesar amooshoonam.
- khob kari dari?
=pesar amoom oomade oonam ba to bashe.
+are pesar amoom oomade oonam ba ma bashe.
*oomadam ba shoma basham.
-dige kasi nis?
=chera ama roosh nemishe biad.
pesar ame koochikame.
+pesar ame koochikeye manam hast.
*pesar ame koochikeye manam etefaghan.
-khob,,bashe,, biad too :-<

shab bekher:D

7th day!!

= daram miram too kare Siasat.
- ajab rooyi daria!
hamishe aval man shoroo mikardam be harf zadan.
=migan siasat chize khoobie.
+manam migam chize khoobie to chi?
-gire 2ta kheng oftadam!
Siasat be che darde shoma mikhore?
badam chera az man zoodtar shoroo kardi?
=va! sarneveshte keshvarame.
+sarneveshte keshvare manam hast, to chi?
- in dadashet yeam shabihe tooti nist mengharesh?
=mage adam ham tooti dare?
-chi?
=manzooram in bood ke mage adam ham menghar dare?
+rast mige mage adam ham menghar dare?
-pashin berin too kare siasat ,manam rahat misham.
=to nemiay? khoobe ha!
+rast mige, to nemiay? be nazare manam khoobe ha
to chi migi?!
=are toope, ama... .

shab khosh!

dobare I'm back

I'm sorry for what I've done till now,
I'm sorry for what I've said,
I'm sorry and I know I can't go back!
And I know I can't make you come back either!

I've missed those days,I had honor as my close friend.
I've missed that day, I cried for just callin you by name!

Oh, can it be possible?!! to go back again?
I know it is not, I have to go more in this way,
The way I don belong to,
The way you made me choose.

I'm sorry for what I've done to myself,
just for your happiness, which was completely wrong indeed.


What a dream it was..
What a memory it is..
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(p.s. i donno why I've written this here!
It jus came to my mind without thinking, it doesn't have any kindda
special meaning except to myself!
No one is this "you" and (at the same time) every one is!)

ta etelae sanavi inja tatile :

6th Day + .......

-dadashet koo?
=dame dare!
-chera dame dar?
=roosh nemishe biad too.
-chera?
=mige bi ejaze nemiad.
-na baba begoo biad.
+Salam.
=salam.
-salam.
=dadashame
-are shenakhtam.
=doostame.
+are gofte boodim
-age gofti ma chantayim.
+4ta!
-eyval, begoo kiayim.
+"to" o "man" o "dadasham" o "oona" .
=khenge yekam shoma bebakhshid.

shab be kheir!!
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ye ehsase ma foghe ajib daram!
ghalbam dare monfajer mishe!!
na inke begam narahatamaaa,, ama badjoori dard mikone :-<

emrooz khoob shoroo shod,,
ama khoob tamoom nashod (har chan hanooz tamoom nashode!!)

farda class almani daram dobare (bazam dars nakhoondam:D khob baladam dige:D )!!!!!!!

emrooz yeki az doostam behem goft:"shahrzad bloget kheili khoshgele,ama chera akhe farsi neminvisi?!"
ki mitoone hads bezane man chi goftam?!
(shayad badan goftam chera!!)

alan Lian zang zad (my dokhtar dayi) goft emshab miad khoonamoon!
akhe mamanesho mamanam farda miran bojnourd
nemidoonam begam che khoob ke miad ya che bad!
(doost dashtam alone basham emshab akhe!!)

5th Day!!

- in dige kie?
=dadashame.
-dadasheto chera vardashti avordi?
=doost dasht biad.
-age man nakham chi?
mage be harfe to ya dadashete?
=az in be bad har rooz ba man miad.
-man age nakham chi?
=vardaste khodame,bache bahalie.
-to khodetam ezafi hasti,mikham tanha basham!
de!akhe man age nakham chi?
=to dige ki hasti?
-chetor?
=migam DADASHame nemifahmi?
-rabt?
=divaneyi to ha! DADASHAME.
-ke chi?
=age nemidoonestam tatili javabeto nemidadam.
dadash ke eshkal nadare
-ahaaaa! zoodtar migofti.

shab bekher!
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(a lil note 4...... : I'm goin to my amoos with Lian ina!
d... m...?!)

I'm soo0o0o0 bad!!

Oh God!
What's happenin to me?!

(by the way i'll write 5th day later,,i'm so dep now!)

you know what?! You donno!

uni was very good,,Laleh was better..&...... :-<

life is terribe tonight!

better to leave here.............

4th Day!! + (I'm home)

-inja Irane!
= are ghablan ham gofte boodi.
-inja Irane?!
=man az koja bedoonam?
-gofti are ke.
=man goftam are?!! key goftam? bache shodi?
-man?!...bache?!...bache shodi?!
=boro baba!
-ama inja Irane.
=ahaaa... hala gereftam.koja?!
- ye jayi roo naghshe.hamin havali.
=kodoom?
-inahash,didi?
=aha are.
-inja Irane ama man Iran nistam.
=manam nistam.Iran keshvare,man ensan.

shab be kher!
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nemidoonam chera blogger dirooz ghati karde bood!
man aval second day ro ferestadam badesh 3rd day!
ama aslan hosele edit kardan nadaram dige sharmande!
bargashtam Mashhad!
bojnourd mahshar bood!
ki gerdoo mikhore?:D

farda is good rooz for me!
ba Laleh mirim uni>:D<
khob dige man kar daram!
ta farda =;

Second Day!!

-emrooz agha miad!
albate man indafe tanham!
koodoom agha?!..alan migam.
emrooz jome as,
pas agha emam zaman miad!
=miad?!
-e! baz ke to oomadi! are miad.
hala to chera oomadi?
=miad?
-are dige.
to chera oomadi?
-miad?
-are dige.
=na,begoo mian.
-to chera oomadi?

shab be kher!!

3rd Day!!

-koja boodim?!
aha hamin havali!
= migam bozorgtarin dorooghe omret cho boode?!
-hanooz nagoftam!
ama,key gharare begam,,, nemidoonam!
=khob nagoo aslan!
-akhe doost nadaram bozorgtarin dorooghe omram ro gofte basham!=vaghti mordi chi?!
-O0o0.....! che ajaleyi dari....!
ta oon moghe...!vala chejoori begam?
ta oon moghe khodet mordi!
=khob ke chi?che rabti dasht?
!-khodet befahm dige hale tozih nadaram.
=ama man goftam.
-chio? ahan doroogho!
=are dige,goftam.
-chi boode? na bezar khodam hads bezanam.
=bezan.
-zadam.
=aha
shab be kheir!!

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
man alan bojnourdam!
dishab tavalod boodam!
fogholade khosh gozash!!
jaye hame khali:D

First day!

-Salam,
man shoroo kardam!
be chi?!
ye shorooe jaleb ke gharare ajib bashe!
chejoori bashe?!
gharare neshoone ghodrat dashte bashe!
gharare javid bashe!
gharare bashe!

balatar az siahi rangi nis.
balatar yani chi?!

Migan dokhtare shahre paria ghashange,
Migan... .
bebinam ta ki dokhtare shahre paria ro dide?!
To?...Man?.. na baba emkan nadare.

Inja Irane, ama man tooye Iran nistam.
gheseha motealegh be Iran hastand,
= pas shera Iran motealegh be ghese ha nis?
-ki gofte nis? bache shodi?
=shab be kher!!
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(A lil note for The Friend!! : now that you are reading this,, man yahtamel velayatam!! Miss+Call + ><(((:>)

I'm back!!

okk!! now that I'm here again,, it's 9 PM!

Laleh hamin alan raft!!
Emtehanamo az 30 shodam 30 (moghadamati bood albate!!)
Mmm,, Farhad inam ke Sa@ 5 raftan!
alanam montazere Nima hastim (ye Cousin e digam!!)

aghle Salim hokm mikone, beram German bekhoonam,, ama khob I don have aghle Salim!

nenidoonam alan shika konam,, hichja hichkari nadaram!! kesiam online nis!!

So better to dc! but I'll come back so0o00o0o0o0o0n!!

My God,, Give me What I want,,vakhti bargashtidam again!!

>:D<
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(A lil Note For a friend of mine: Where are you? >:P )

ajaba!

eee!!! ajabaaa! blogger mige mikhad bere tamirat,, ajaba!

Mmm,,emrooz vase nahar, my cousin(Farhad) & his dady mian khoonamoon,,
badesh man kelase ayin name daram,, ke akharesham emtehanesho migiran!! (hanooz chizi nakhoondam)

sa@ 5 miresam khoone,, then bayad beram bathroom chon sa@ 6 Laleh (My friend) miad khoonamoon!! ke ta sham has!

otaghamo ham bayad jam konam rasti in vasata! (mehmoon daram dige!)

Tomorrow mornin, I have German Class again,, va hichi az hafte ghabl yadam nis! teacheremoonam fek mikone man khodaaaaaaam! zaye as dars nakhoonam vasash!! (hala key khoda midoone!)

kholase didam emshab asan vakhte conect shodano,, blog neveshtano ina ke nadaram! pas Just came to be gholam amal karde basham!
(writin,, once a day here!)

Ok God,, give me more time plz! enough time for doin all above! (khodaya vase examination o classe fardam ham doa kon :D )

Love ya!!
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( A lil note for a friend----> diling diling >:D< )

No tittle!!

I miss my Sisi :(( She's left me alo0o0o0ne:((

Sisiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :(( I want you right now badly!!

dare be dokhtare khosh migzare asan yade manam nis....

Mmm,,really donno what to say!! everything is Perfect!! lif is perfect..
Even Dady was Perfect today!! He told me things ,,he never liked to say!!

Ok.. age shize dige yadam oomad badan minbisam[:D]

My God,, Hug me right now,,give me your other miracle,, freee Meeeeeeeeeeeee!!
(Note: I'm not dep!!)

ki zire gholesh mizane?!

faghat tondi ye chizi migam miram!!

man az in be bad roozi yebar miam inja chizi minbisam!!
age shode ye khat!! ino hamin alan tasmim gereftam!!

ye seri etefagha oftade chan roozie ke toolanie,,hatman farda tarif mikonam!!
hame chi ajib gharib shode,, va man az har chizi too donya ajib tar!!!

faghat haminghad begam ke ,,, too omram ehsase shadie amigh va ghame amigho baham nadashtam ke hala daram!! natijash vaghean hayajan angize!! adam akharesh dar vaghe na narahate na khoshhal!! (manke hamasho goftam:D )



chan daghighe ba'd: hameye shadim raft!! khodayaaaa khodet komakam kon!

yesterday

تبریک بگین بالاخره فارسی!!!

دوش خونه عموم بودم و متن زیرو نوشتم!!

" الآن تو ماشین نشستم.. همه تو حیاتیم .

دارم از این آهنگای قدیمی گوش میدم!!

الان داره دلکش می خونه!

احساس عجیبی دارم! یه غم شیرینی تو وجودمه!! چه لحظه ی مقدسیه الان.....

وای! خدایااااااااااا ! مرسی ! قلبم داره با صدای اهنگ بالا و پایین میره!

هر لحظه دارم عاشق تر میشم!! عاشق زندگی ی ی ی ی ی ی!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "

have to go!!!albate nesfe moond,,bbye

voooy che toolanie :-ss

pc hamchenan khole(farsi nemitype!!)!

manam kholtar az pc!!

Last night one of my friends told me,, better to to say,, asked me,, "why do you Like me?!"

It was some how hard Question,, Really why?!
What my answer was, is not important,, The important part is,, When I asked "Then why do YOU Like me?!"
The answer was :"For no reason!"

This Friend of mine,, believed that for loving people, there can be no reason,,but for hating them (or dislike) there should be a reason!

What do you think?! I myself don't agree!
There should be a reason for both,,donno......

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man hamchenan shadam!! hanoozam aghide daram,, I'm alone! ama dige in alone boodan azyatam nemikone,, DARAM TANHAYI BE HAR CHIZI KE DOOS DARAM MIRESAM..
goftam tanhayi?!
khodaya mano bebakhsh,, age to naboodio komakat nabood man alan dar amaghe na omidio felakato bad bakhti dasto pa mizadam!!
goftam tanham?! khodaya mano bebakhsh,, vaghti to hasti,, bayad begam:hame kas ba mane!

ehsase khoobi daram (age pc farsi type mikard behtaram mishod chon yad gereftam type farsio belakhare andaki:D )
ehsase khoobi daram chon fek mikonam dokhtare khoobi shodam! vay,, nagin che az khodrazi,, bavar konin hich vaght ta hala in hame khoob naboodam too zendegim!age be kham ye amele donyavio toosh moaser bedoonam,, yekish ye adame doostdashtanie ke modate ziadi nis baham doostim!
yeki digash ine ke vaght nadaram!
yekish ine ke ,,dige oonghadra ham zendegio sakh nemigiram!

faghat age alan oon chizi ke mikham etefagh biofte,, dige ghami nadaram!

shershereh kooshoolooe shoma,, shode ye kooshoolooe khoobo mehraboon!
ki miad ba ham bazi konim?!

Ya Hagh..

natijeha elam shode ast :D

emrooz pc ghatie!! farsi type nemikone (ye bar man khastam mese bachehaye khoob be zaboone madarim betypam;) )

avalesh kahstam az natije konkoor begam! ama boro baba man felan khoshio shadi too hameye vojoodame khafaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan!!

farda oonjayi ke bayad miraftam cancle shod,, emtehane emroozam Ali bood,, kelas Almani mese hamishe mahshar!!

vay khodaya mercccccccc ki bavar mikone man alan roo asemoonam (ba voojoode rotbeye bade konkooram)

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daghayeghi ba'd : alan ye zedehale asasi khordam!
fek mikardam alaki kolan shadam ama alan fahmidam shad boodam chon baghie baham shadan!
hala ke yeki narahate (yani ki mito0o0ne bashe abazi?!) manam naharatam

dige man beram=;

:*:*:*

I Love this Pic:*

Moody girl!!

Well!!

I am so happy now!! Seems nothin can take this happiness from me!!

Tomorrow mornin I'll have German Language Class till 12 (4 hours) and I'll have an examination after that till 2 !!

Friday mornin,, I have to be somewhere from 7 till 12 :-s :((
Saterday mornin,,I have to go to my uncle's to help ma cousin in her physics homewroks!!

Seems there is no time for myself,,, But,,, WOW! Why am I this much happy after havin that horrible night (Last night!!)

Thanks God,, The Miracle is here in ma heart >:D<

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if u weren't here,,i would still continue cryin
tanko0o0o0lo0o0o0 >:D< (:D)

Help Me !

Salam!

aslan too moode hichgoone English neveshtan,,ya persion type kardan nisam!

dirooz,,yani 2shanbe takhriban khili behem khosh gozasht! yani dar kol khoob bood!!

cheghad sakhte adam ham ye chizio bekhad ham nakhad!
vay,,, halam aslan khoob nis!! na be emrooz zohr ke khoshhalo khandoon boodam na be hala,,,,

too ye hafteye akhir khodaye mehraboon o0o0nghadr komakam karde ke khejalat mikesham az khodam vaghti ghor mizanam!! but I am tired be khoda :(

age in hafte be khoobio khoshi begzare o man be moshkel bar nakhoram ye mojeze rooy dade!!

dashtam az 2shanbe migoftam..... vay,,yeki be man bege chikar konam:(( az ye taraf bayad havaye ye nafaro dashte basham, az tarafe dige...

khodaya khodet komakam kon:-<

I'm back!

just came to tell u:
I'm back!!

how will my days pass!

Last night, was a wonderfull night for me, and for my cousin!!

She was here,, we were together,, She is wonderfull,, Her smiles give me power,, Her eyes give me hope............................... I love her very much (thanks honey for being with me )

But now,,after all,,now that I"m again alone,,,I'm gonno go "bojnourd" this tom mornin' I'll be happy there too!! But depress at the same time!

Monday can be another wonderfull day for me,, I'll be with ma best friends,, but even bein' with them makes me feel ...donno some kindda, lost more!

No one can help me,, no one is ready to help me,, and I don need anyone's help too! Cuz NO ONE is my REAL friend.(at least now!!)

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Let's go!!

These days are kindda hard days for me!!

Seems I've lost my way,, or maybe ....
Donno! Everywhere around is dark....

But noprob. let's go!!

:)

Salam
man ke ajale daram!
kesi ke ajale dare o type e farsisham khoob nis,,,fingilisi type mikone!!

bezoodi inja hame ghazie jedi mishe,,,felan faghat bayad ye chizi neveshte basham!!

khob dige khodafeziiiiiii!!!!iiii!!!iii!!!