what do u think?

Take it easy sheri jo0n!

hame fek mikardan sheri morde, ama sheri faghat rafte bood morakhasi:D

By the way, who knows you better(or/& more)than I do?
Also, who can u, d then?

as soon as I decided not to think about bad things, Perfects came to my mind!
I don need to erase memories from my mind,
couse it is filled with good ones!

Oh, God! Thanks for giving me 30th of Mehr.
Oh, God! I am happy, I don Care!

(i should add, all the above doesn mean i will......)

I feel homesick!!

I know I was wrong.Maybe I am still.

I always believe everyone can have his/her own choices, there should be no force.
But when it comes to reality, I'm the loser!

I know I was wrong,when I thought there are exceptions.
I know I was wrong,when I thought I'd no longer be wrong.

I was happy,
I almost had nothing to worry about, cause there was a place in which I could stay calm.
Cause I had someone on whome I could rely.

And,I know, I was wrong.
I had my own problems, I would never tell them to anyone,
But who would care? since there was a place where I could stay?

I remember once,I told a friend(a good friend of mine):
"I know I'm not lost
I'm just alone..
I've nowhere else to go but
I cannot stay where I don't belong"

Who knows what the answer was?
"You can stay in ma belly, where you belong.."

I have to erase my memory.
I feel terrible when I remember these statements.
I feel terrible when I read The Diary.

I'm erasing my memory, by remembering everythings in details.

I know I was wrong, There will never be any exceptions..

chi begam vala??

نمیدونم چی میخوام بگم

فقط میدونم دارم منفجر میشم!

خدا خیلی مهربونه خیلی دوسش دارم!

یلدا یه معجزه اس که خدا همیشه واسه من میفرسته!

خیلیا معجزه میشن اما لیاقت معجزه موندنو ندارن..

باید بگم جدا عوض شدم

شدم یه شهرزاد دیگه

یا شایدم تازه شدم شهرزاد

یکی میاد تو زندگیت و اونقدر تغییرت میده که خودتم نمیتونی باور کنی!!

یکی بهت یه چیزایی یاد میده که از عهده هیچکس دیگه بر نمیاد!

یادمه تو یکی از پستام نوشته بودم احساس میکنم هیشوخ دختر به این خوبی نبودم..

اما الان از اون موقع هم بهترم!!!!!!!!

یه قصه نوشته بودم..خیلی ناز بود.. امروز سوزوندمش..چون اومده بود و منو تغییر داده بودو باید میرفت

قصه هام مثه آدمان..آدمام مثه قصه ها

میدونم خیلی از این شاخه به اون شاخه پریدم

ولی خوب ذهنم از اینم قاتی پاتی تره

یا حق

cherto pert!

i've nothing to say!
i'm just here and there!

i've nothing to do
i'm just lying in bed!

I've no one to trust
i'm just a kid of you!

Answer of a friend's Question!!

one of My friends read the post before last one,, and asked me:"What usually makes u cry??"
you know what? (I know u donno!)
i cry az rooye "ghoroor"!!
only when khodam baes misham ke u break it!

THe End.

:-<

به سراغ من اگر می آیید

نرم و آهسته بیایید

مبادا که ترک بردارد

چینی نازک تنهایی من

.........................

shabe vaghe'e (or maybe Faje'e)--->85/7/30

faje'e too akharin shabe mahe mehr etefagh oftad
mahe mehr ba oomadanesh be man 2 ta dooste khoob hedie kardo ba raftanesh oona ro azam gereft.
neveshteye ziro doros farda sobhe shabe vaghe'e too uni neveshtam:(as I was crying for their death!)


There is no more him, The King.
There is no more her, The Queen.
This is still me.
Me, living without them,My two best Friends.

This is still me, who should continue her way alone.
yeah Lonely... more than ever!

This is What I deserve as the one who broke her own rules:

Rule no1: Don't forget, You are alone in this world.
Rule no2:You should not need anyone!
Rule no3:No matter what happens,just don't cry.
rule no4:love EVERYONE without wanting it in return.
rule no5: obey your rules!! :-<

khoshhalam ke doros ye rooz bade oon shab raftim bojnourd.
chon oonja be man arameshe ajibi dade shod
chon boodan too otagham,, otaghi ke tamamesh khatere as bade oon faje'eye azim,be donya oomadane ghoghnoos koochooloo ro sakhtar mikard! jayike be har tarafesh negah konam man ro yade Kingo Queen mindaze,, hata atri ke mizanam,, ba raftan be bojnourd, ghoghnoose man tavalode movafaghi dasht.

migan ghoghnoos ye parande as, ye parandeye afsaneyi, parandeye tanha, ashegh vali tanha.
parandeyi ke hich jofti nadare, sarasare omresh baraye lahzeye margesh amade mishe va moghe mordanesh ghashangtarin avazi ke hich jonbandeyi nakhoonde o nashnide sar mideo atash migire!
ghoghnoos in parandeye bozorg dar tamame toole atish gereftanesh hanooz asheghe va hanooz oon avaze ghashange asheghoonasho mikhoone.
vaghti in parandeye bi hamta o Maghroor bemire az khakestaresh jooje ghoghnoosi az no motevaled mishe.

Va ghalbe bi hamtaye manam ghoghnoosie maghrooro ashegh(chera ke na?:D)
Va akharin shabe mahe mehr shabe atash gereftane ghoghnoose madar boodo hala jooje ghoghnoosesh dar salamati be donya oomade.

vase jooje ghoghnoosam doa konin.